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marimo_bloggerMy father scolded me for not going to church with him today in memory of his deceased father.
reasons why:
1. I don't know him at all. Only that he was a jerk that came to Indonesia from China, leaving his then pregnant wife there, and married my grandma and had six children (four of which are terrible, TERRIBLE people). And he was often jailed for petty crimes and public intoxication. He died before I was born.
2. I don't like him (read above).
3. My father goes to a Catholic church, which I don't believe in. Not anymore. Probably never did.
4. My grandma's going with him. NO.
5. Along with my asshole of a cousin. NO WAY.
I was surprised. Other than that, I still can't fully believe in 'God' whenever I go to (Christian) church with my mom and brothers. I'm quite stressed by this 'religion' thing, and considering to be an atheist.
eh, Ning, I started writing daily just like you lololol.
reasons why:
1. I don't know him at all. Only that he was a jerk that came to Indonesia from China, leaving his then pregnant wife there, and married my grandma and had six children (four of which are terrible, TERRIBLE people). And he was often jailed for petty crimes and public intoxication. He died before I was born.
2. I don't like him (read above).
3. My father goes to a Catholic church, which I don't believe in. Not anymore. Probably never did.
4. My grandma's going with him. NO.
5. Along with my asshole of a cousin. NO WAY.
I was surprised. Other than that, I still can't fully believe in 'God' whenever I go to (Christian) church with my mom and brothers. I'm quite stressed by this 'religion' thing, and considering to be an atheist.
eh, Ning, I started writing daily just like you lololol.
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Amused
Date: February 27th, 2011 10:52 (UTC)Jokes aside, I write daily because it's stuffy everyday doing work. I suppose I really wanted to express myself. The bad thing is, I think I can't express myself verbally anymore. I could have sworn I seemingly blew up over a small affair just now...
As for the religious issue, it is out of my realm. Over the years, I have my fair share of coming into contact with various religions. I follow the practices of some, but not the faith. Does that classify me as under that religion? Where do you draw the line?
:D Some mysteries are better left that way. I'm always fine with being ambiguous