hm.

My father scolded me for not going to church with him today in memory of his deceased father.

reasons why:
1. I don't know him at all. Only that he was a jerk that came to Indonesia from China, leaving his then pregnant wife there, and married my grandma and had six children (four of which are terrible, TERRIBLE people). And he was often jailed for petty crimes and public intoxication. He died before I was born.

2. I don't like him (read above).

3. My father goes to a Catholic church, which I don't believe in. Not anymore. Probably never did.

4. My grandma's going with him. NO.

5. Along with my asshole of a cousin. NO WAY.

I was surprised. Other than that, I still can't fully believe in 'God' whenever I go to (Christian) church with my mom and brothers. I'm quite stressed by this 'religion' thing, and considering to be an atheist.

eh, Ning, I started writing daily just like you lololol.